(Continuing from Alisson's Story)
...The next morning I woke up in a major state of confusion. What was God’s will? Tate wasn’t a bad guy and he had actually rededicated his life this past year. Why wasn’t he the one for me? Can I still date him? How do you know what God’s will is??
I went to Julie and we discussed it some more and she suggested I talk to her discipler, Mandy. So Julie gave her my number and within a few hours I was talking to Mandy! We talked and I told her about Tate and I asked her what a spiritual leader looked like for a guy? She started thinking and came to the conclusion that there wasn’t a specific answer to this question, but she said, “First and foremost, you want a guy who loves God with all his heart.” Then she gave me some great words of wisdom and told me to boldly pray to God, asking him to show me if Tate was the guy God picked out for me or not. I prayed that if he was the right guy things would continue to be good between us, and if he wasn’t, I asked that the door would slam shut on our relationship!
(read more tomorrow!)
Maybe you have been unsure/uneasy about your own relationship lately. Perhaps you should take that bold step by praying that God would slam the door shut if it is not his will. After all, if God's not in it, it won't last anyways right?
"In his heart a man plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps."
"A man's steps are directed by the Lord. How then can anyone understand his own way?"